And as the days passed by.. the logs that were drying, they started to give out that sweet smell.. characteristic of timber... u feel like clinging onto one, and never let it go. The mill was one of the best in the region. Strolling away from the mill i came to a firm stop... the beautiful grass... and the breathtaking scenery... looking so bright, the radiant sun, .. was it the so called paradise on earth??? Why the hell do we need chunks of concrete to pave our way into the history?? when we have all of the puzzle pieces to make the shapes of the heavens, the spiraling meshes, the leaf veins what else do we need?
Sitting under a tree, i thought it best to get a glimpse of my own life. A haphazard array of unfinished dues... here there everywhere, it would take a life full of grinding to get it into shape. I meant no harm to nobody ever.. but in this crooked little world where u cannot govern even the path of a crawling ant, u cant do anything without making someone somewhere feel bad. "Lots of love i say.. to all those who love me... lots and lots of love for those who hate me. A compensation for having done you people wrong. May God bless us all."
Hovering over my head a beautiful butterfly broke the train of thoughts, gliding around me in circles and finally settling on my shoulder. She knew me... or did she?? She stared at me sarcastically... trying to tell me "dont you recognize me?? how could you have forgotten me??" Is it she?? or am i searching my little baby amidst every other butterfly that i came across?? Look now what have i done to myself. I am confused.. i am confused as i dont think its her.. it cant be her .. i had known her for all these years and yet i am confused?? it cant be she. I bet she could sense my inner turmoil.. i cud see her getting a bit anxious.. the soft breeze of wind ... the sweep on my ears .. and she flew, "the butterfly flew away!!" with the same grace she had entered my universe. Taking out the joint and the lighter from my right pocket, ... i carefully lit it, the first puff is always the best.. smoking playfully, puffing out circles, sucking them back in, i went back into the universe where i was the king, i was everything. I had been a bad bad son ... but as always i had time to get things right. This time i wasnt going to screw it all up. I had my plans right in my head and i was determined to do them. First and foremost get them out of that dreaded hole they are stuck into, stay with them for a while and get things in right place for them before continuing with that unfinished job i had on my mind.
Love i guess is something i can never understand.. or maybe no one can .. but whatever it is... its wonderful, you never know whether you are angry, happy or sad when you are in love, you keep guessing.. "holy shit!!.. i am angry.." or maybe i am not... well the funniest part is... i even don't know whether i have ever loved somebody in my entire life???
Sitting under a tree, i thought it best to get a glimpse of my own life. A haphazard array of unfinished dues... here there everywhere, it would take a life full of grinding to get it into shape. I meant no harm to nobody ever.. but in this crooked little world where u cannot govern even the path of a crawling ant, u cant do anything without making someone somewhere feel bad. "Lots of love i say.. to all those who love me... lots and lots of love for those who hate me. A compensation for having done you people wrong. May God bless us all."
Hovering over my head a beautiful butterfly broke the train of thoughts, gliding around me in circles and finally settling on my shoulder. She knew me... or did she?? She stared at me sarcastically... trying to tell me "dont you recognize me?? how could you have forgotten me??" Is it she?? or am i searching my little baby amidst every other butterfly that i came across?? Look now what have i done to myself. I am confused.. i am confused as i dont think its her.. it cant be her .. i had known her for all these years and yet i am confused?? it cant be she. I bet she could sense my inner turmoil.. i cud see her getting a bit anxious.. the soft breeze of wind ... the sweep on my ears .. and she flew, "the butterfly flew away!!" with the same grace she had entered my universe. Taking out the joint and the lighter from my right pocket, ... i carefully lit it, the first puff is always the best.. smoking playfully, puffing out circles, sucking them back in, i went back into the universe where i was the king, i was everything. I had been a bad bad son ... but as always i had time to get things right. This time i wasnt going to screw it all up. I had my plans right in my head and i was determined to do them. First and foremost get them out of that dreaded hole they are stuck into, stay with them for a while and get things in right place for them before continuing with that unfinished job i had on my mind.
Love i guess is something i can never understand.. or maybe no one can .. but whatever it is... its wonderful, you never know whether you are angry, happy or sad when you are in love, you keep guessing.. "holy shit!!.. i am angry.." or maybe i am not... well the funniest part is... i even don't know whether i have ever loved somebody in my entire life???
